There is no such thing as coincidences!
(Nas - stay)… I’m glade Nas said this. So many people hate… but pass all the ego and fear, deep down in there hearts i know there’s still love in them. Its primitive, but still to this day some people fear what they don’t understand, hate what they can’t conquer. John Lennon said 'Being honest may not get you a lot of friends but it’ll always get you the right ones’. Ive lost many good ones to hate but ill continue to keep it real. Maybe one day they can learn how fake they are from someone who’s realer. Deep down they don’t hate me, they exactly admire and look up to me. They need me. I will turn they’re hate and fears into love. And what kinda leader would i be if i let them down? — Kage
*sigh* this is so lame, but whatever. About 4-5 years ago I was lost… Very lost. mentally, spiritual. I was homeless/ couch-surfing and shit. One morning it was cold and was sleeping outside. So I woke up early and took walk to warmup. I saw a dude i met once chilling in front of a card shop. So we small talked, I didnt tell him my situation. He ask me if I wanted to play in the mtg cash tournament starting soon . I told him sure but i didnt have a deck, plus I was 2 bucks short of the 7 dollar entry fee. He gave me the 2 bucks and one of the other players gave me a deck. This was my first tournament ever! I had played similar card games before like yugioh and a few friends showed me how to play. But thats it. So yeah, I spent my last 7 to play. I figured I was at rock bottom so I had nothing to lose. 1st was 140$ and 2nd 60$ And I dont know how or why …..but I won 5 rounds straight and split for for 1st. Getting 100$….. I was…shocked. I didnt realize I had won until the cash was put my hand. So, after that ….. I decided to play magic for some extra cash. I liked it. but i didn’t realize id be making a living off it. But for 4-5 years i did. I couch-surfed and played magic. I traveled met interesting people and still had free time to be me. Eventually It even landed me a job at a card shop. From there I started my own thing… and now im here.
Im writing about this now because I appreciate this game. It has help me learn to focus and control my thoughts and mind, plus many other things. And I wanted say thank you to everyone and everything that made this possible. — kage 8/21/2014
Its the question, the why? that drives us. Its the fear that we’ve grown to love. And the love we’ve grown to fear. Yet… without love we cant evolve and the less we evolve the more we forget how to
evlove. We spend very second of every minute forcing ourselves to do something. Obsessed with doing stuff. We are human beings not human doings. So when will we just let it be. We should not seek happiness because we are evollove. - Kage 8/12/14
It’s been 2 months since the.. New change of pace. We see now that we’re it, we’re all. Everything,nothing. And we have no time to pretend. We are experiencing this human life in a fresh way. And this one is very delighted to be here creating this experience. 7/3/14
We are starting to see that the universe is changing and evolving at a faster rate then ever before. This one is also experiencing these mystical transitions…. Yet this one’s journey has not reached its transformational point. So for now, these words… Hold no value… And for now this one continues the hero’s journey. 4/28/14